When I needed you most.
Sigh. Life. How long does this have to go on? Why bother being nice, do you get it back? Why bother understanding, no one understands you anyway. Why bother caring? No one seems to care anyway. Why bother crying? Its not like they cry for you too anyway. Sometimes you just want to turn so cold and numb, but how? The world made the move on you first. So again, alone; that's what you are. You couldve had in your mind, "Oh I still have my family", or "Oh at least my best friends are there". But then guess what, even they cant be there for you anymore. It hurts so much that you got no one else to turn to. It hurts so much to not know what you did wrong. It hurts so much to know you're hurting and they're not. Sometimes even crying dont seem to be much help anymore. So you just sit there, staring blankly at your ceiling, wondering, wishing, praying, that one day it gets better than this... You try to stay awake, afraid that you may not wake up tomorrow. Why? ...