Beauty and Madness

I can't but I would.. give you the stars so you can wish on them all.. stop the rain when you walk home.. be a fire to warm you during winter be ice when it's burning at summer learn to fly so I can come to you whenver you call be a genie with 3 wishes or more... be your pillow to hold everynight... be your breath whenever you sigh.. bring the sun to shine every morning you wake up make the day last with you because its not enough cross the seas and climb the mountains relive the days to be with you again I can't but I would.. give you anything you ask for diamonds, pearls, gold or more stay up at night talking to you.. maybe a day, a week a month or two run the world to be by your side ride the wind to cross your mind be the tears of joy that's in your eyes and of hurt, the hands that wipe them dry hold your heart that makes you live be the truth and make you believebe the reason of your every smile.. make your journey through life worth while.. I couldn't but now ...

*in my head...* ---->imaginin nyo daw! wahhUuu! As I stand here in front of you..looking into your eyes... I see you smile, and slowy I find myself smiling too... tears start to roll down my cheeks... you brush them off and you gently take my hand... you ask me what you did that made me cry... I stroke your face and say nothing.. its is quiet and the only thing we hear is the wind's whispers and the trees' response... We say nothing for quite a while... we stand there, staring at each other, as our hearts beat as one.. Then we sense the words coming out slowly... As you hold my hand and put it against where your heart is.. you ask me a question... "Do you know who's in here?" I look down on the ground, afraid that I might say the wrong words.. You lift my chin up and smile... "it's you..." You wrap me around your arms and you whisper in my ear the words I've always wanted to hear.. "I love you.." another tear fell...and I whisper... ...

I'm supposed to make this long..and meanigful...but I can't find a way to that... because you know...all I really want to say is... I love you...

I open my eyes, only to see Just how sad this world could be That I often cry alone...oohhh I look at the sky, longing to see There's a chance out there for me For my heart to be set free... Refrain: My friends had say that it's ok When rainbow's fade in clouds of gray But in my heart I know someday True happiness will come my way... Chorus: I never knew love till I found you I's magic in your smile Never knew love till I saw you lookin' in my eyes And suddenly our sadness disappears True love has fin'lly shown its smilin' eyes on me... I'm searching the skies hopin' to see If there's someone out there for me Who will set my poor heart free... (Repeat Refrain then Chorus) No ones believe that love was just a fairytale But each time you hold me Those fairytales come true...on you ...haaaaay... When will that day come where we can release all these love we've been hiding inside.. when will that day come when we no longer have to hide when will ...

Right, I really want to write something about how you make me feel... about how you make me smile so easily... about how I get so excited when we're going to see each other.. about how I know I blush when you look straight into my eyes... I really want to say how lucky I am to have you around in my life.. I really want to express how much I'm thankful that you care for me... how you can stand my insanity.. how you can handle my immaturity... I really want to write about how I love the way you smile at me when you see me looking at you.. I want to write about how I love listening to the sound of your voice... about how you always tell me to take care of myself... about how not to be so hard on myself... I really want to write how I'm not allowed to feel this way... how I'm better off to leave our relationship with each other just as it is.. how there are so many things stopping me from telling you how I really feel I really want to write how hard it is for me to take thi...

Lately, like less than 76 hours ago... I have been caught in the middle of the biggest drama, dillema, depression a 15 year old could ever be in. I was going to break down and a lot of different things was racing through my mind. My eyes were running out of tears and I was running out of reason. I tried to smile...It was hard, and it still is. Why can't they understand? Why? Why!? I dont know Why.....*sigh* I'm tired....and the only person I can talk to and I can turn to at the moment is Jesus... .....Here's my heart by Katinas...... Dear Lord, are You there Listening to my little prayer I don't know exactly what to say I've been told that You love me Hear when I call Would help me when I fall I should let You have Your way What I guess I'm trying to say That I need You in my life Cause I know I'm tired of living in the past I'd like in to take a chance On a change inside I believe that Yours is one That's going to last so CHORUS: Here's my ...

Lately I've been watching filipino movies...like: LOVESTRUCK! D Lucky ones Hari ng Sablay Say that you love me Close to you and I don't know...hahaha and more? But yea...they're mostly talking about soulmates... What are soulmates nga ba? There are so many different definitions for them.. Sa greek punishment daw un..pinag hiwalay daw tayu ng soulmate natin and now we have to find them..out other half. Meron naman daw eh sha ung nakakasama natin in our life...and other lives?Through reincarnation daw.. Meron naman companions daw...like friends, mentors...kahit sino daw that made you achieve your goal or helped you through life's crisis. May twin soulmates pa..in other words daw ung bestfriend mo... Tas un "Twin Flame soulmates" un na un...ung what they talked about in the movies..like they complete each other. Pero only a few people lang daw ang nakakahanap nun.... *sigh* O ayun...you can choose one na.... Pero kasi what's really sad is sabi nga..only a few...