Beauty and Madness

A song once said "My heart has a mind of its own, right or wrong its gonna do, only what if feels is true". But does it really have to work that way? Right or wrong, what if it was wrong and you had to live your life with regrets. Wouldn't it be better if you used your brain and not just your heart's mind that doesn't even exist? Sometimes, love can become a dillema. You wonder what to follow, your heart or your brain. But if you look at it logically, what comes first? Your brain or your heart? Even alphabetically the brain comes first. It doesn't mean you have to neglect your feelings, but sometimes it pays to think through things first. It hurts, it does and it takes alot of courage to follow your brain when your heart feels completely opposite. Sometimes there are things you know you need to let go, even though it doesn't seem to feel right at the moment. Sometimes we got to take a risk, because we never know what awaits us in the future. Although it se...

Staring at my reflection on the window of the car, I thought to myself, what if things were different. It was difficult to ponder, for I know that it is simply impossible to change the course of my life. What happens, happens for a reason is what they say. But as a human being, sometimes we dream of what could be and what could have been. We do it often to forget problems or to make ourselves feel better. And its not a crime. So here I am, taking a shot at it. -- My dream would be waking up to the sound of his voice, or even just a simple text message that will make me smile. Or not having to say anything and know what we're both thinking. Maybe catching him glancing at me and feeling that I'm the only one he sees. Knowing that things will always turn out right no matter how bad the situation is. Dancing to my favourite song, looking in his eyes, knowing we are genuinely in love...and the fairy tale goes on. haaaaaay, I'll cut it short. I need to dream alone now...