Beauty and Madness

Yan ang Chipongian Cousins. From left (front row) : Christina Marie R. Loya, Ann Marie R. Loya, Ruth Laurice M. Reyes, Clarisse Angeli N. Lainez, Carmina N. Lainez, Felice N. Lainez *Sorry d ko alam middle name! kalmtan ko!* Jea Pamela G. Noriel, Alex Ocampo, Jolo Caguiat, JT Ocampo, Migo Caguiat, Danica Mercado Dalawang bulilit (sa harap): Louie Chipongian and Shaye Ocampo From left (back row): Ralph Carlo V. Reyes, Antonio Rufino R. Loya, Rae Lawrence M. Reyes, Kieve Mercado and Abieve Mercado So tell me...ilan samin ang nag dala ng apilidong Chipongian?! wahahahahaha! Anywayz, yan ang mga pinsan ko. Kinuhanan yang pic na yan nung reunion namin sa Los Banos (December 30 2005) I'm sure it was. Kakababa palang namin ng Baguio kinabukasan Los Banos na...walang tulog. Galing namen noh. hahaha So yah....that day was kool. Nag libang kami sa pool shmpre...paikot ikot..chuchu train *LOL* anu ba un ung lusutan...ang haba!!!! si Migo tuwing lulusot natutumba kami lahat parang tremor. hah...

Finally, end of term yehey! Tapos na ang aking pag hihirap..ay ay!mag sisimula nnmn pala ulits...so..Lets think back..anu ba mga ngyre this term!? Well...this term -tumanda ako. hahaha yah know! - pumalpak palpakerz ang aking music assessment kahit hnd halata DAW! - Nag anniv ang mga iba jan *wink wink* hahaha jux! - Nagkagulo ang iba jan...hmmm - nag half day kami.. - Napostponed ang aming disection hahaha and i accidentally said "mag dadigest kami ng heart!" waw galing ko tlga! - Nagbday kapatid ko, lola ko, c Edrian, c Lyra, c Ange, lolo ko, - Natapos ko ung kanta ko - Hindi ako nag perform sa school when I was supposed to - Nga pnta kami sa orchestra at nakita ko si Rosita hahaha - Absent c alyanna lagi - Lumpiat cla Herley sa West - Nag pagupit ako - Nag pagupit din cla Charize, Alyanna, Raiza and Kate - Nag start ako ng blog - BUmagyo (kaht na hnd nila cinoconsider un as bagyo) - Nastuck kami sa bus stops sa sobrang lakas ng ulan - Nabasa kami dahil umuulan ( sa school...

Life was so easy being 12...13. It was really fun too.. I still remember...St Mary's Avondale '03-'04 *Every morning I'm just so excited to go to school. *I actually don't really like holidays coz it's so boring at home. *Pasok sa umaga, antay lang sa labas... *Pag anjan na ung friends mo, tawanan lang, asaran. *May assembly din sa intermediate area. *Tas papasok sa class. Shmpre taga bukas ng pinto as "class captain" *Kuha ng "tote trays" awwww... *Prayers. I loved being on prayers. Lalo na when I just found a really good song for reflection. *Mga late people, and ofcourse their excuses. Like "My car broke down" ..or "I slept in" sino kaya mag sasabe nun this year!? *Tas ung mga reading activities. *Math was so simple. *Morning Tea. Pies. Freshers. Rockets. Juicies. Moosies. *what else could you ask for?* *Shmpre Lunch ganun din. Mas longer lng time. *Lunch time sports! FUN! *Man hunt! *Shempre assemblies...mga performanc...

*drama mode* I have once made the mistake of confessing my love for a person. Thinking that it was the right thing to do, when it really wasn't. I was out of control. I really didn't get to think much about the consequences I would get. Like, rejection? Humiliation?! I looked like a total fool. Heartaches? Broken friendship...what is worse than that!? But I have learned from my mistakes...right? It's just that there are times when you feel so strongly about that person that you start to think that he's supposed to know about this "feeling". But, I kept thinking about what happened before and told my self to wait. To calm down. To be patient. So I did... But you can't help it can you!? You then started this strong friendship with someone else...Then it starts all over again. Time repeats itself!? O.K?Who knows... but truth is...it's inevitable.. Like how that time came when you just thought that he already knows and you don't have to tell him anymor...

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend loveIs not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me [Chorus:] So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz U never let them see u sweat dont want them...

How Pythagora came up with his theory about right angled triangles... How they counted the number of blood cells in our body... Who came up with all the words.. Who made up the languages... Where does gravity come from... How we think... How we react with things... Who decided how time would be read... How they decided how they would read time... Why some people would spend their whole life looking at the sky, studying the stars... Why they decided to stop bartering and print out some papers and call it "money"... Why people are not contented with what they have... Why it's so hard to tell the truth but so easy to lie... Why we find it easier to get angry than to show care and compassion to a person... Why we have so much time being bored when we have no time to talk and listen to God... Why people can't help it to stereotype another person.. Why we find it hard to forgive when we beg so much to be forgiven... Why we can't all get along... Why does the word "...

Been runing from these feelings for so long..dont give up on us baby! Nothing in life holds more power than your smile and everytime I see you, you make me come undone. Because of you my life has changed, we can really never tell it all. Late last night I was going through some old things, when all I hear is raindrops, falling on the roof top, rain rain go away. Then there are times when I just want to look at your face, with the stars in the night. Twinkle twinkle little star. I'd do anything for you, anything you want me to, as long as you love me baby. And everytime I close my eyes I thank the Lord that I found you. Cause all my life I've prayed for someone like you. Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. If I could fall into the sky do you think time would pass me by? You should know by now...love moves in mysterious ways. But why do you always do this to me?! So much for my happy ending. I was never gonna let you go. If only you could he...

Ambisyoso Kamikazee Ang sarap sanang magkaroon ng Sapatos na lumilipad Spaceship, kotse ni batman X-ray shades at laser gun Magic wallet na hindi nauubusan ng laman Time machine (time machine) Babalik ang oras Ngayon din Chorus: Libre lang mangarap Walang hanggan na pag-hiling Libre lang mangarap Managinip ka habang gising Ang sarap sanang maging bida Sa sariling kong pelikula Ninja, kumakain ng bala Magaling sumayaw parang john travolta Ka-love team ko ang lahat Nang magaganda at seksing artista Kissing scene kay aubrey miles o Angel locsin (repeat chorus 2x) Di tulad sa tindahan Walang utang, walang listahan Managinip at mangarap Walang kang babayaran (repeat chorus) Libre lang mangarap Walang hanggan na pag-hiling Libre lang mangarap Managinip ka This is such a nice song!HEHE bagay sakin diba!? Libre lang mangarap...hmmm anu ba mga pangarap ko!? *Lumipad *maging invisible *makabasa ng thoughts (pero dpt nacocontrol ko!ayaw ko malamn kng natatae ka na!) *maging expert sa gitar...

Right!?!?! Ang prohektong minadali... We were given a project about 2 weeks ago. And when did we finish? Just now. When did we start!? 5 hours ago!? haha it was so stressful!!!I can't believe we finished! We worked like this: Angelene and Ruth- Make 8 articles, type 8 articles, keep everybody on task Khayla and Alyanna- 4 Advertisements (nice one) Daphne- 2 Titles Kate and Maeling- Distraction, keep on task! Watttzzz!!!! we finished yea...but we went through a lot to do it anyways...Pano ba naman!!! Bawat kanta na 2mg2g na alam namen..hnd mapigilang hindi kumanta.. Tas ang tahimik na...we were working so hard bglang may sabi "faaaar" (katono ng My heart will go on) at cno un!? c Kate!!! hahahaa distraction!wahahah bglang sasabihin "can i turn on the TV" please lang!! sobrang nawalan na din ako ng boses men!!! Tas okei everybody's on task again...bglang..nag bukas ung isa ng BEBO..nako wala nanaman!kakainis..wahahaha pero yeah.. we finished..sakit na lalamuna...

Ever wonder why I'm so short? Siguro kasi I don't get enough sleep. Or I don't drink milk. O kaya dahil san nmn ako kukuha ng tangkad? Eh lahat sa pamilya ko maliit? Diba? O cgro kasi para mukhang cute?! Mukhang inosente!? Doesn't take up much space!? Pwde pa sa pambatng rides. Pwede rin.... Ever wonder why I like blue? Siguro kasi it looks beautiful. Baka kasi everybody else does? Pwede ring kasi cute sha. Or madami akong damit na ganung kulay. Or kasi it's the same colour as the sky and the sea. O kaya kasi fave colour sha ni...ay wala!joke! Who knows.... Ever wonder why I started learning the guitar? Ewan. Inspired? By who!?Siguro sila Ate KC...sila...alam nyo un!? Siguro kasi mas madali shang aralin kesa sa keyboard or piano (for me anyway). Sigro kasi I just love the sound of it. And kasi siguro I find it relaxing just sitting there strumming along kht d ko alam anung knta un. Malay mo!? I'm not sure.... Ever wonder why I spend so much time on the net, phon...

Dreams Mean Nothing Foolsih people are decieved by vain hopes, and dreams get them all excited. A person who pays any attention at all to dreams is like someone who tries to catch shadows or chase the wind What you see in a dream is no more real than the reflection of yourself in a mirror What is unreal can no more produce something real than what is dirty can produce something clean. Friendship If you stick something in your eye, tears will flow; and if you hurt a person deeply, you will discover his true feelings If you throw rocks at birds, you will scare them away; and if you insult a friend, you will break up the friendship. Even if you have a violent argument with a friend, and speak sharply, all is not lost. You can still make it up with him. But any friend will leave you if you insult him, if you are arrogant, if you reveal his secrets, or if you turn on him unexpectedly.

7 degrees? hardout! Sunny? yeah Windy? a bit Great? what kind of question!? Yeah, it's days like this I don't like. The physical world is beautiful, yes it's true. But the people in it? Surrounding you? Oh how I wished I'd just burst and disappear like a bubble! What's worse than what's supposed to be a happy day turning out like a total nightmare? You know, like having no one to talk to because everyobody else is too busy about everybody else. And being so happy yet getting laughed at because your happiness was too shallow for them. Believeing something was going great then you realised it really isn't? Achieving something you have strived for then you're suddenly put down because they wanted to be better than you. Having a person that takes away all your problems and worries but realizes that he's really one of your problems and worries? Having no one to support you when you need it? Having no one to listen to you?! Then suddenly everyone snaps out...

Every after school I sit on the bus. Then I see this little chinese girl stop at her bus stop. Her grandfather is there waiting for her. It made me think about mine. Tears started to build up. Knowing that I could never see mine again. I was 13 when he passed away. I was thousands of miles away from him. They told us his time was near. That he was really sick. I did not understand, or maybe I just didn't want to understand. I never showed my tears though. I remembered how he used to take care of all of us. How he would treat us "taho" and "dirty ice cream" on holidays and weekends. How we all go to church with him. Then it struck me, that there was no time left. I wanted to go back home, but can't. Only my dad did, but he still didn't make it on time. He was gone. I just couldn't believe it. We were in grief. Then there was a poem read at his funeral, saying that we shouldn't grieve and leave it all to God's hands. That now he is free. And I ...

Anu ba araw ngaun?! FRIDAY 16th of JUNE...ahem... Weather: around 9 degrees celcius, dark clouds and heavy rain. hahahaha jux SO anyways....after school..umuulan...so there we were so wet...BUT..we saw this little chinese girl and nakisilong kami sa kanyang maliit na payong. It was green and small..pero it kept us from getting more wet daba?!hahaha And then our bus came. Malamig. Basa. Okei lang. Malapit na ung bus stop...hindi ko abot ung bell...haha lucky someone pressed the bell for us. SO yeah..as we got out of the bus..4 kami...me, Alyanna, Curtis and this other guy. C Curtis, he walked straight to his house not even minding the pouring of the rain. Ung other guy naman..he had an umbrella!huhuhu...so me and Alyanna were just stuck on the bus stop waiting na tumila ung rain. And then...kumanta kami...and it rained harder! We started praying...luluhod na sana kami kaya lang may cute na dumaan...hahaha joke! And then..lalong lumakas ung rain. We were shouting, telling it to stop. Eve...

Starring: Claudine Baretto and Rico Yan (RIP) jux!haha baka multuhin ako! Anyways, I've watched this movie how many times!Pero it's really funny kasi! Ang kulit ni Vhong! IDOL! hahaha... It's about Toni (Claudine) Ang kulit nya..mejo suplada...bad tempered..sabi nga ni George (Vhong Navarro) "eh panu wala kasing ulol na lalaking gs2ng pakasalan yan"..gs2 na mag asawa..kasi daw uso sa kanila tumnda ng dalaga....hehe...She's a Wedding Planner...laging bride's maid..pag ka may ikakasal..She always imagines herself as the bride. Si Lorenz namand (Rico) He thinks love is worthless, na hindi nya kailangan nun..he doesn't BELIEVE... nox!hehe...bwicit daw sha sa buhay ni Toni. He's the photographer nmn sa halos lahat ng weddings na pinaplan ni Toni. When Toni's bestfriend, Karen, (Nikki Valdez) got married, nadesperada sha and Lorenz overheard what she said. Naawa sha and was determined to find the right guy for her. As time went by, tinuruan ni Lorenz...

STOP. SLOW DOWN. AVOID IT. LET IT GO? FORGET IT! LEAVE IT! Yeah, I kept telling my self that. But I just don't have enough motivation, courage? strength? to do it. I had it going...for what? 24 hours?! Then next minute I find myself in this awkward conversation with you. A conversation I onced imagined, but it didn't go as well as what I thought it would. I was pissed off. But then I was happy. I couldn't understand what it was. In my mind I silently ask you to stop what you're doing. (and ofcourse you don't hear it so you don't stop) I sigh in relief when you don't care about me...thinking that it'll help me to: STOP. SLOW DOWN. AVOID IT. LET IT GO? FORGET IT! LEAVE IT! but no...You just have to come back and work your way through, capturing my heart again. You always seem to find a way to make me smile. You always seem to appear in the right place at the right time when I need you. Which is bad? It's not that I don't like you...or want you even...

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge , and all of the others,including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left.Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!""I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happ...

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA - this was the song that was stuck in my head all day.... Moon so bright, night so fine, Keep your heart here with mine Life's a dream we are dreaming Race the moon, catch the wind, Ride the night to the end, Seize the day, stand up for the light I want to spend my lifetime loving you If that is all in life I ever do Heroes rise, heroes fall, Rise again, win it all, In your heart, can't you feel the glory? Through our joy, through our pain, We can move worlds again Take my hand, dance with me I want to spend my lifetime loving you If that is all in life I ever do I will want nothing else to see me through If I can spend my lifetime loving you Though we know we will never come again Where there is love, life begins Over and over again Save the night, save the day, Save the love, come whay may, Love is worth everything we pay I want to spend my lifetime loving you If that is all in life I ever do I want to spend my lifetime loving you If that is all in life I ev...

panu kaya kung.....square and mundo...eh d malalaglag tau..doon..pwede mo nang sbhn..."hanggang sa dulo ng mundo susundan kita" Panu kaya kung pink ang dagat...pwede bang gawing "deep pink sea"? Panu kaya kung labing dalawa ang mga daliri ntn...sa bawat kamay at paa!...pag kumnta tayo.."labing dalawang mga daliri..kamay at paa." dba?wla sa tono?mahirap kantahin. panu kaya kung 2 ung puso ntn...eh d natupad na ung hiling nung kumnta nang "sana...dalawa ang puso ko..." panu kaya kung...isang buong island lng ang mga countries sa mundo..panu tau makakapag island hopping???mag lalakad nlng ako siguro papuntang philippines...tipid pa..panu kaya kung..everyhour nag papalit ang araw..."gudmorning" after 1 hour.."oi cge..gudnyt" nyek..eh d nahilo na ang mga tao sa bilis ng pag ikot ng mundo!ayus un!!ang dali dumtng ng bday ko!.. .panu kaya kung hnd nakakafeel ang mga tao...anu pang snese ng words kagaya nang "ouch"..."a...

To keep it as a secret is not right...to tell another person isn't right either...and to tell you will be the biggest mistake i'll ever make in my life... or is it? So it was around 4 or 5 o'clock in the morning. My eyes were barely open as I listen to my friend talk to me about her shoes. .then it came to me..maybe it was time to tell you. It wouldnt matter what you would think or what you would have to say anymore. I just thought that maybe I should get this over an done with. It wouldn't make a difference. Right? Even if you know, or you dont, you still dont care...So there..it took me around...an hour to decide what i would say...or what I wouldn't.. I finally decided and showed my friend...of all the foolishness I have done in my life...I shouldn't have given it to her. So there...it was done..I couldn't undo it. There was no rewinding...or re-doing...or wishing to turn back time... But...still..u dont care...and that's fine with me...I just wish th...

When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies. Peter Pan

"Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel. " *hehe...asan ka man..hehe kahit sa imagination ko..haha awww...* nice one... from A Walk to Remember

shempre I got this from my blog sa friendster! Lower. The pus that infects the mucus that cruds up the fungus that feeds on the pond scum. On the other hand, thank you for loving me that much, that way. It's pretty flattering hahahahaha... cool quote....guess where from?

Did I ever tell you what I did yesterday!? (June 8, 2006) kei eto na.. Do you ever wonder why it hurts so much!? Why in the morning it's so hard to get up, knowing you'll get hurt even more. How you try to hide all your pain when you're infront of other people, trying to just "go with the flow" Do you feel that sting inside you..not knowing where it's coming from and why it's there... Well I do... ganito kasi un... when the teacher tells you to run around the courts and field twice..you should warm up first...or else...you'll end up like me... sakit ng paa ko and thighs and everything!hahahahahaha how nice?! but yea after that we played ultimate frizbee which was really fun..kahit na umuulan..hahaha then I went to the stage challenge thingie at scholl..it was pretty O.K. if you know what I mean..hehe joke..so yeahh... AND TODAY.... Well..it's my parents anniv. went to eat at Denny's....(hmmph..no wonder why I'm getting fat!) but yea...and m...

Today...is the day of the day after yesterday...which is the day before tomorrow... And I'm boredom always and forever I go to the bathroom in the morning and I stand in the middle and I look at the face in the mirror and then I was going scared and is was my face already there...I was not believe what I saw man! And then I was finished and go to the room and put clothes on top of me and then I go inside the clothes and I wear it. And then I was put some milk inside the plate but it was not a normal plate...! It was a plate with a deep....uhhh bum!You know what I mean uh!? And then I was dropping me off to school, and I was walk in the cold along the way, and everbody was there... And I was go to the toilet with my friendshipness and we go on the hand drying blower thingie and we use it as heater. And then period first we was havin' english. It was boreding me always, I was close my eyes and say zzzz but I didn;t cause I'm good. And the we was watch the people dramactingsiz...

Today is the 7th of June We went downtown to the Auckland Town Hall to see APO (Auckland Philharmonica Orchestra) ataaaa!I dont know what it means..wahah but yeah..to see the orchestra.. So we came..and I saw this huge organ..haha..yeah.. and yea...so they started playing some music...the first one was really cool but then as they went a long, I sort of got bored and sleepy. Pero, when they played that Bethoven song, uhm 5th movement ata, hehe I was so awake kasi it was so loud...hahaha And then..for the final presentation...guess who cam in!? "Let's all give a round of applause to New Zealand Idol... Rosita..." bwaahahaha yeah..so they sang that song Karma by Alicia Keys, it was good though. Hehe we got back at school at around half past two, which was like 50 minutes till school ends. But our lovely music teachers decided that we could just stay in the music room instead of going back to period 5! The the teachers went to Pak n SAve hehe nag pabili kami ng food..wahah i...

*ahem* *ahem* Ako'y tututla....mahabang mahaba...w8 d pa tapos.. game.. I just met you and now you make me whole You just talked to me and suddenly you tamed my soul We just took one glance then you became my star We just spoke a few words and now I hear the beating of your heart We just shook our hands, I now share your thoughts even your sadness and joy, in my heart it got caught We just joked a couple of times and now without a word you can make me smile If I'm with you, and we're holding hands, I can walk a thousand mile We just fell asleep in the middle of a conversation, now my dreams are filled with you My whole world rotates around you, it all feels so true Now is it coinsidence, destiny or fate? I just met you, fell in love with you... and now I have to wait...

Well...it all started on the 6th day of the 6th month of the year '06... freaky huh!? I know..hehe joke!But it's true.. Anyways...I was looking through my other blog at friendster then my friend (Ate Charly) commented on one of my posts and asked me to visit her blog... shempre I did..and her blog was cool...so ako si gaya gaya..hehehehe!!! gumawa din ako...how cool aye!? wahahaha well..this is just the beginning ... hehehe... to be continued...