Beauty and Madness

Inside. That's where she's keeping it. Not because she wants to be fake, not because someone told her to, but because that's what she needs to do. For you. The pains, the hurts, the tears, it can no longer show. She has to be strong and make sure to put up a smile. For you. No more thinking of herself, no more wanting things for herself. No more asking and expecting anything in return, but instead its all, For you. Although it may tear her apart, although she knows she'll get hurt, thats okei. For you. If she needs to leave you, if that's what will make you happy, she'll do. For you. If loving you means setting you free, she will. For you. If that's the only way to keep you closer to her than not having you at all, she's willing to. For you. Sacrifices. For you. Her love. For you. its all...For you.

One day the light in my room broke. Now, I live in darkness. "In darkness" , thats a smart way to put it into comparisson. My room in darkness, and life. My life. It may be a bit exaggerated but if I wanted to be poetic, darkness is the adjective that fits in well after the phrase "My life". You see, sometimes, or even often times in a person's life there comes a point where they come to the edge of giving up. Where everyone and everything in their life pushes them down, barely hanging on. It happens; that's life. There will come a point in your life where you just want to try and please everybody, when really you can't, and the only one you are supposed to be trying to please is not human. When you're supposed to be pleasing Him above, and only Him. There will come a point in your life where everything seems to be going okei and the smile you wear is nowhere close to being fake. There will come a point in your life where you feel like the world has...