Its one of those days.
A repeat in history?
Dejavu?
Coinsidence?
Fate?
or Life?
I mean, there you are living your "normal" life. Perfectly imperfect. You just got through one of the most supposed-to-be complicated part of your teenage life. You have friends, you have your family, you have everything else you need. You have just established a strong faith in God and knew that you can count on him in every circumstance.
Then in a blink of an eye, your whole world turns upside down. Your friends turn their back on you, your family gets more complicated than how they used to be and more trials come your way every single day. It piles up on you like the Payatas dump site. One moment you will think that it will be okei, then suddenly give up and break down, knowing that it will be, but its not.
You dont know which mortal being you can turn to. Not that you trust no one, but you're afraid to get them caught in your drama, make things worse for you and for them. You find one, you laugh, you let a deep breath out - but it doesn't stay for long. Something else seems to come up and you are back at that stage where you are caught in the middle- of caring and not caring at the same time.
You don't know what to say and you don't knoe what to do. You don't know what is right and you don't know what is wrong. You dont knoe whether to cry or not. To let it go. You dont know if there is something you can do, or something you must do. Confusion takes place. So then you jump on your desktop and begin to type this blog.
This is your life.
What goes around comes around.
What goes up must come down.
If there's an up, there's a down.
There's a time to smile, a time to frown.
But...
" I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:13
Dejavu?
Coinsidence?
Fate?
or Life?
I mean, there you are living your "normal" life. Perfectly imperfect. You just got through one of the most supposed-to-be complicated part of your teenage life. You have friends, you have your family, you have everything else you need. You have just established a strong faith in God and knew that you can count on him in every circumstance.
Then in a blink of an eye, your whole world turns upside down. Your friends turn their back on you, your family gets more complicated than how they used to be and more trials come your way every single day. It piles up on you like the Payatas dump site. One moment you will think that it will be okei, then suddenly give up and break down, knowing that it will be, but its not.
You dont know which mortal being you can turn to. Not that you trust no one, but you're afraid to get them caught in your drama, make things worse for you and for them. You find one, you laugh, you let a deep breath out - but it doesn't stay for long. Something else seems to come up and you are back at that stage where you are caught in the middle- of caring and not caring at the same time.
You don't know what to say and you don't knoe what to do. You don't know what is right and you don't know what is wrong. You dont knoe whether to cry or not. To let it go. You dont know if there is something you can do, or something you must do. Confusion takes place. So then you jump on your desktop and begin to type this blog.
This is your life.
What goes around comes around.
What goes up must come down.
If there's an up, there's a down.
There's a time to smile, a time to frown.
But...
" I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength."
Philippians 4:13
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