Dear Lord...

Lately, like less than 76 hours ago...
I have been caught in the middle of the biggest drama, dillema, depression a 15 year old could ever be in. I was going to break down and a lot of different things was racing through my mind. My eyes were running out of tears and I was running out of reason. I tried to smile...It was hard, and it still is. Why can't they understand? Why? Why!? I dont know Why.....*sigh*
I'm tired....and the only person I can talk to and I can turn to at the moment is Jesus...

.....Here's my heart by Katinas......

Dear Lord, are You there
Listening to my little prayer
I don't know exactly what to say
I've been told that You love me
Hear when I call
Would help me when I fall
I should let You have Your way
What I guess I'm trying to say
That I need You in my life
Cause I know I'm tired of living in the past
I'd like in to take a chance
On a change inside I believe that
Yours is one That's going to last so

CHORUS:
Here's my heart,
it's been broken
It's been wounded
But I'll give it all to You
If You would love me
Here's my life,
if You want it
You can have it
I will give it all to You
Because You love me

Dear Child,
I'm right here
Through your worries
Through your fear
s I've been waiting for you
To call My name
Oh you know, that I hear you
If you turn to Me and trust My word is true
You will never be the same
I'm standing here to say
You need Me in your life
Cause I know that you can't make it On your own
Oh if you would take that chance
Let Me change you deep inside
I promise you will never be alone, so

CHORUS

You can turn to me and know
That I am always standing by
I gave it all for you so
you could have this Gentle peace inside
I will follow you cause I believe in E
verything you are
I am your father,
You are my Savior A
nd in the matters of the heart
I am taking yours and you are taking mine

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