Smile. It doesn't matter if it's a lie.

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend loveIs not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh
and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord know its killing me


[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me
but he dont call me
but then i
Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me
not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killingMe


[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face ooohIts not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
imLaughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on myFace...
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, l
a la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la-la la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa


This song is actually telling you how to lie to yourself and pretend its okei when it's not.
Just as how I pretend you're nothing to me when really...you're everything...

*shax why does free txtng have to end!hahahahaha jux!*